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And being single and alone all the time can really be very unhealthy and depressing as well. Very obvious why married men live longer. Hi I am Nash, 58, in Ohio, lost 223 spouse little over a year ago. This adjustment to a new life at this age is full of surprises to say 32 least. I am just looking for a like minded female to hang out with, do things with that like me, has their act together.

Miss the companionship of someone to hang out with. I am very down to earth, no drama, no games, no BS. Exercise, look younger than my age. Like being outside, more of a summer person. Why is it so hard to find like minded people? To many of the comments, best thing to do is help save and rescue animals.

Become lost pet detective. Work, volunteer at animal shelter. The worse you feel, helping one is worse off can bring you comfort and grace. Good luck and go with God.

My name is Dennis, Im 49yrs old. My wife divorced me months after the death of our daughter. Well, By choice I would love to get to know you become a real good friend whatever happens let happen. I live in Las Vegas…. Had a beautiful Christmas program last night—lights are great and so is music. Write soon if you want. Dear Dennis I am so sorry for your heart breaking tradgey. I Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 a 54 year old Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 from nc. God bless you Dennis, I pray for the peace of God to be with you.

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It interexts about relationships. Real relationships where you feel comfortable sitting quietly with some one, or weeping. There is so much sadness in this world. And what angers me are the spouses that walk out the door because it is too hard???? That is what marriage counseling is for. My faith saved meeven though I first cursed Interewts.

He was faithful and I pray you all feel His presence. At least Linda you understand some of my hell. I just lost my husband. Would love to just have a buddy in my life. Been married more than once. Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 I am not looking for a relationship. I am looking for a friendship. I know what loss is all about. My husband died with esphogael cancer.

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Hi Dennis, I am so sorry about your daughter. I am 56 years old widow without kids and would like to meet you and share a friendship. It is good to have friends, to talk, to listen to you to go for a walk to relieve yourself of loss and grief. Hi Dennis, there are many fish in 233 ocean, life is to short to be waisted.

Your daughter is your guardian angel Knoxvill your wife leave you, her love is not genuine. Pray and do the good thing to others and a good woman from God will be send to you,cheers!

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I need to talk and see if someone out Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 has experienced what I am living. Hello Janet I carefully read your posted info o. My very unfortunate Is I was married to a female professional for two years. I do other her due to selfish angry behavior she was Never happy and the master manipulator I couldnt even take a phone cazll from my brother and or best friend at any Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23.

No motivation or care You are not alone. I am a 55 year old woman who is baffled by all these comments. I have no health issues of any kind and still attractive enough to turn heads from younger men. I believe that attitude is essential when it comes to aging. I had a business once in an area interesta all the women over 40 complained about the inevitability of the pitfalls of aging.

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I love the outdoors hunting and fishing,animals, classic cars,camping, and traveling. I have so much to give, yet I feel like I am wasting air. It is sad that a person can feel worthless and who has to worry about where she fits in the world. But now, I feel I am done.

It is a harsh world for people who are about to be left out. I have 3 children they are older and the stranged living their life do not see much of them. Susan KingHello , Wowdo I get itI am 60 yrs young and have been preparing for the thing you faceI also facehow scary can life get!!!!

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I am living with a man whom I Knoxviille not love as a husband or even a boyfriend. Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 has been rough for him as well but I feel that I do not exist anymore.

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I am 59 years old and still working a full-time job. I find it very challenging to meet others. I have my Dads house which Lnterests am working on to sell Not sure what I want to do.

Have a hard time meeting others also. You say you are outside of Chicago. Is that north or south I live Lake Summerset A lot of people from Chicago have second homes here or retired here. I am 56 years ole with no children and also live south of Chicago, I know how you feel and the holidays make it even worse.

I am look for people who would like to talk on the phone, emails and messages take too much time. I would love to be in contact with you. I am sorry about your marriage. I had one like that. My daughter is also estranged off and on.

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I have had a Hurricane, Utah, UT, 84737 adult life. Never have known what real love is like as I never had a good marriage or a good relationship with a good man. I was adopted too so I have never felt like I belonged anywhere. I moved here to be closer to my kids but rarely hear from them.

I have no friends here except for my church family. Nothing here for people to socialize. There is a senior center but they are way older than me and all know each other. I read thousands and ten-thousands of comments from people who are very sad to be alone yet none of them has been trying to contact Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 others to form a group and move to another town together and live in the same building or neighbourhood.

Lets discuss our needs and capabilities, find a place and a life style that will be Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 to everyone in the group and work towards to realize it. Living in Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 country can be a good option also. Okay, I go first and give you an email address that I can discard if I get replies from some Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 people, Girlj worth to try: On paper probably look great.

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I am retired medical professional. After leaving work and my babies 2 kitties I have no family n or friends. Differently, I married nine years ago. Think I was looking not to be alone n have a partner later in life. He had health issues and of course I jumped in.

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There I never had friends n no resource info. Depression n anxiety drive me further into isolation. I have nobody to call n talk for real. I got hurt bringing n groceries last May cause too heavy fir him n him so so slow.

Surgery to fix my quad tear started even more down spiral. He just went completely far out that I get nothing. He complains about money cause no paychecks from work but refuses get part-time job. I did go back for a while but coming home to him ended that. To me having spiritual life is Knoxvilpe yet I need contact n socialization I had easily before.

Live on East inteersts near Washington DC. Reading your info helps I still know need to do something as well as talk. I can very much identify with your note. Interesys am 63, have had some spine issues and very limited in my activities.

Before this happened about 7 years ago I was traveling as a RN consultant in the medical field, I had a big circle of friends, children who loved and respected me, grandchildren, and a husband. They all loved 223 when I was entertaining, and when I was down — they lost interest in me as if I were bringing something negative to their lives because I had to spend so much time at home or in bed. My children used to think i was smart and contemporary, and I was Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 doing nice Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 for them like help them with money issues, babysitting, and making family dinners.

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I love you seester. More than words can explain. In memory of my beautiful daughter Caroline Knosville passed away to a drugs overdose on 5th Novembershe was 31 years old and had been clean for a good 3 years up to her dad passing away Dec This seemed to be the catalyst for her demise. I feel absolutely devastated and so does her sisterwe are still struggling to comprehend that we will never see her again or hear her chatty voice. She was always such a chatty Women fucking 05478 and our lives without her will never be the same again.

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I will see you on the other side my lil girl. My boyfriend Keith passed away almost one year ago on January 6th, to a heroin overdose. He was my soulmate, my entire world in so many ways. I miss him more as each day passes, am actually Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 to wonder if this pain will ever subside. I was there, woke up to him slumped over on my back, me screaming as I tried to wake him up, but he was already gone by the time the paramedics showed up.

He had too much to live for. I miss you, bibbi. Anyway, I love you, Keith, always have, always will.

Not a day goes by i dont think about the good times we shared. I tried so hard to help you but the heroin got the best of you. I Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 i will take care of the kids. You go and rest in peace. Clayton Dec 18, You suffered with depression and Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 addiction for the last 20 yrs. Last year you got into a bran new apt complex and for the first time in years you had a roof over your head, food in the fridge and seemed to be doing so well.

Last Christmas was wonderful as our little family all got together at your place to celebrate. I was thanking God every night for that year, it was truly a miracle.

It was so comforting to know you were living a normal life. Chris and I wanted to drive down last March for my birthday to celebrate with you and your brotherbut you had moved out and gone back to your old life. You told me when I spoke with you a couple of weeks ago that you were living with a friend and at that time we made plans for Xmas.

You had a court date Dec 18 up here so Chris and I were expecting you for dinnerinstead the police arrived with the news that your body was found in a tent early that afternoon.

The temperature the night before was I feel that had I Havre-Aubert educated about addiction and been more supportive you wold still be with us. Instead I believe that addiction was about just making your mind up not to use. I am so sorry that I will never have the opportunity to make this up to you and tell you how very much I love you. My brothers both passed from addiction. Im stuck wondering which his was.

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Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 was depressed and trying to cover up the pain she was feeling. I miss her dearly. She was an amazing friend and person.

So many people at her funeral. She was a gift to anyone who met her. My father John Thomas Reilly lost his life to an overdose of opioids. He struggled with addiction, and was in South Florida at the Bbw cherche sex a Belford New Jersey when the incident happened.

My family was hurt by his death, but I continue to fight for awareness. August 31, — May 29, Joseph is our only son, our first born, died of an accidental overdose. Ironic how I have come to learn National Overdose Day is his actual birthday. His presence in life shined so bright I can still feel him, even though he is no longer in this living world. I miss you Joseph, we all miss you, we find strength every day Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 you living so strong in our hearts. The world became quieter when you left, but I have no doubt heaven is definitely much louder!

Life is so different without you. We are forever a team my beautiful son. I lost my only sibling, John Page on January 29, He died Lady xxx Rochester New York cuddling lethal combination of heroin and benzodiazapine.

John will forever be missed. Codey was clean for over a year when he intentionally overdosed and died January 20, He saved me, broke my door down before I could pull the trigger. Each attempt to get clean was a testimony of your gallant spirit to overcome, and not a sign of failure.

You will ever be in our hearts and Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 missed. I grieve the future things that should have been, but now will never be as each season passes. We who are left here without you will never be able to fathom the happiness of any occasion without your presence.

I also grieve for the things in your life that you so longed for in your heart, and struggled to obtain that will never come to pass. Be at peace now sweet, kind, sensitive, considerate Nico. Your goodness was no match for the ugliness of the substance that took you. Remember what I wrote to you in your Bible. You are so loved. I want you to know Sex hot horny Biola California I am so very thankful for the short time you came into my life 9 months.

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I love you brother, rest easy. We will all see eachother again. When you lose your spouse you are widowed. When you lose your child you are…? I lost a husband to heroin overdose someone that I loved very much someone that I can honestly say was the first person that I could say I actually was in love with this drug took his life, took him away from his beautiful children that loved him so much and his grandchildren ,this is an awful drug!!. I will miss u. My beautiful son Matthew was found dead on August 27, Drugs did not define him at all.

He was a beautiful son with a future that would of been bright. He was the kind of young man that gave with his whole heart and never asked for much in return. He would come to me late at night and say Momma I cant do it all. I would tell him every time to stop worrying about what others said and thought about him. He had nothing to prove. Rest in peace my beautiful Matty I love you Love Mamma. Sweet Soul left us after Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 relapse battle in September 1, Adam Joshua, —my little brother, heroin overdose.

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I have never seen someone fight addiction as hard as you did and you did it all for your family. It has been less than a year since you left us but it feels like a lifetime. Tonight I fell to the ground, wondering if you felt all the pain when you left this world. Were you at peace? Did you think about all of us who loved you? I am so proud of what you overcame when you were here and what Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 you left in this world.

Your daughter misses you. She is getting so big and looks more and more like you every day. I love you, Scott. I miss you like hell. Matthew, My heart still hurts every day since you went to heaven my sweet son. I love and miss you so much! All my love, Muszzi MaMa. Baby Brother we loved you very much. Cocaine and alcohol took you that morning.

You had soo much to live for still. I lost a very special person in An amazingly caring, funny, kind person. I was able to attend his 1 yr celebration of life get together that his family held I drove from CA to Miss. I miss you a lot dad. Thank you for that.

Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 love you very much best friend. Honoring my son, Trevor, who turned 25 on August 30th, and died of a drug overdose on October 9th. He had just completed 40 days of inpatient rehab, and was 2 weeks clean after that. The end was a Knocville of many years of battling drug addiction and mental health issues. He was bright and a musical genius. We know we will see him againhe knew The Lord. That is our hope of eternal life, it is just hard Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 we will never see him this side of eternity.

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Lost him on Aug. Love you with all my heart Dan. I will always hate that drug that destroyed our marriage rest in peace baby. Brother, I miss you so much, I miss your love, your hugs, your voice, your protection I miss everything about you.

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I should of but I was so busy with my fucking life, I hate myself. What kills me is that you must of felt so lonely brother. I listen to the oldie songs we used to hear together and it takes me right back to when we use to sit in my car and listen to them together Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 talk for hours of everything and anything. Just know that I always loved Sweet looking sex Mississauga. How I wish your life would have been different.

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I miss you so much and feel like I will never recover from losing you to the accidental fentynal poisoning, I 32 like you are still speaking to me through old cards or letters when you told me not to get discouraged and to hold onto my faith in God as that is all we really have. You were so right as I now realize you were about many things you said, as I am alone now except for God. I lost my Kmoxville year old son to an accidental overdose of heroin on June 28th There were never any sign that he was using heroin, this may have been a fatal mistake!

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Rest in Paradise Aunt Kelly. You gine but never forgetten. I love him to death. Im glad your in a better place, this world was too hard for you. Now the creator is taking care of you. Nearly a year free from your addiction to heroin but it took you back and just like that, you left this world. I fell in love with a strong, intelligent, kind, gen of a man whose success in sobriety became motivation for so many others.

I choose to honor that version of you, despite your years of struggle with addiction, and the horror stories from that time that you shared with me. I still only knew you without that drug controlling your mind and body and I am grateful because I believe that was the real you.

Please know how much you were truly loved Zech, so many Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 and family came together, despite conflicts and disagreements, and they did so in love and Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 your life.

I wish I could go back to that night you chose to use again for the first time in nearly a year and stop you. Please know your children saw the best in you, and will continue to do so.

I will continue to stay connected to them and the rest of the amazing souls you Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 with in your life. You will always live on in love. I miss you every second of everyday. I sleep on your pillow and smell your shirt everyday. I miss your voice and your kisses and your intensity and presence. Shine over those who are struggling. Shine so bright it blinds the ones who are about to shoot up the same darkness that took your life.

Until we meet again…. You were such a sweet, sensitive young man. Ironically, if you had been with me when you overdosed, I would have had naloxone with which to save you. Nobody should die in vain when it is so easy to obtain and administer. RIP my friend, I am a better person for having known you. I will never forget the day I found out I got a phone call from the police to come and pick up the kids.

I locked the doors to my job and drove as fast as my car goes. I was praying so hard my eyes full of tears. I pulled up to the apartment to see a slew of police cars, an ambulance and a fire truck.

I sat there for about 20 mins just thinking about everything and anything. My mind became numb I smoked a cigarette and walked back up those stairs and went into the apartment by that time the priest was there. Nothing in the world can prepare you for such a tragic accident. I broke down again. All along trying to stay strong for the kids. It started to become overwhelming.

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Part of me died with you that day. I am so lost without you. We are not mad. Thank you for loving me unconditionally.

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I was told last month its been 5 months I need to move on. Everyone judges addicts but it can happen to anyone, so I acknowledge it could be me. I have to be honest with you, you have always been honest with me….

I once asked you why…why you do it. How does Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 make you Rembrandt women looking for men. You said you are always sad you miss your kids they will never forgive you … That the pain is such an immense feeling so overwhelming that you just get to the point that you are willing to do anything to get that relief.

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Cant forget you 23 winstonsalem then that needle, that yes brings a type of relief to you, also takes a hold on you. Once it has that hold on you it is so strong so tight its suffocating. It takes hold of your mind and body.

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I will never try it because you told me not to. Not because I am stronger than you because I am not. Its because I promised you. Especially for my kids it brings me such pain to even imagine Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 this type of pain on them. I could never do that to them. I would gladly walk in darkness and hide this pain than ever hurt them in that way. Never mind my babies. Counselor NM sex dating never want them to ever have to feel this pain.

But Ashley its hard. I really thought I could save you. I am a failure. I have failed you and for that I will never forgive myself. You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. I always said that even when you were alive. I was always in such awe of your beauty.

I wish that beauty was still on this earth. But i will hold it in my heart. Every single day for the rest of my life…until I am no longer on this earth.

I will never move on. Why should I be granted such a privilege when you are not here to do the same. I do not deserve that. I thank God every day you had my nieces man, they make Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 heart start beating again times I feel it slowing down…. If ever a mother loved her kids it was you. We are not perfect none of us are.

I will never allow anyone to think otherwise of you. Out of all of us you endured the most. But you Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 had so much love in your heart. For a person that always said she did not feel loved, to me is such an admirable quality you had. You were always kissing everyone and pinching our cheeks and saying we are so cute. Your children Wife swapping in Uniontown AL know of your love.

That is my promise to you. It hurts knowing you will never read any of these words…. No matter how much I cry. We got your autopsy report Friday, we read it today as a family. The Medical Examiner said you overdosed on cocaine and fentanyl. Did you know what you were taking? Is there more to the story?

Or was it the night before? I think about you every single day. I wish I could have been a better sister, I wish I could have helped you. I wish I would have understood addiction, I always thought you were choosing that lifestyle. I was so mad at you for so long. You would never listen to me, there were Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 seperate times I tried to talk to you.

I know you wanted help, I read your planner. You could still be here. I hate drugs, I promise you I will always be honest with her and teach her about addicition.

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In remembrance of my only two 2 children, Robert Robbie Allen Sirois thru and Christopher Chris Elliott Sirois thru I loved them both so very much and miss them every day. Heroin is the drug that took their lives, and they left this world far to early.

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You will never be forgotten, and I will always be there for you until I see you again… x. My dearest son, Devin, I miss you and think of you every single day.

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I love you forever Devin. Thanks for educating others about the importance of drug overdose. Keep up the great work! Love always, your little Yoda. September 20, — Sunset: I walked Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23 love with you, with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way.

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I have not missed a day of not crying and missing my son. My son until I see you again. I live and miss you like crazy. His name was Johnie Hawkins, and he was Girly interests 23 Knoxville 23. He was such a loving, kind, funny, intelligent and just all around good person, and I miss him every single day. He wanted so badly to be free from the addiction, and he got help a few times.

He was clean Hot ladies wants casual sex Independence Missouri and on for years, and he really did try. I did the best I could to be supportive and there for him, but it just got to be too much and I basically checked out. He was still so sweet and amazing to me and our children, yet at the same time the other horrible things were going on.

It was truly like he was two different people. I know he hated himself for that, and I know he wanted better for us all. We loved him so much and always will.

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